The Golden Apple

Everything you mean in God’s plan is a struggle with yourself, out of which the winner is science.

It was a sort of symptom of almost total isolation, from which I could not escape. A phenomenon as difficult to understand as the judgment of God, an area in which I could not evolve except by the measure of the chance of demonstrating that I could use the traps of anxiety, any pain, any emotion, any weakness to my advantage. Of which I had so much to learn and experience, especially the mental state of resistance for the widest possible life.

The passion for understanding this experiment worthy of a complex psychologist, and especially an original psychologist, was an expression of the thirst for knowledge, the same an artist experiences in search of an individualized impression on the relationship between model and attitude, between humanity and artistic value. That’s how the Man in the sky wanted, so to speak, to turn your back to the world to recognize the great confidence that you have in yourself and which only science can potentiate.

I believed that God’s great plans, created after a code of high difficulty, were modelled after the conception of an art restorer who follows the pattern of thinking operating systems such as analysis, synthesis, comparison, abstraction, and concretization. But equally well they could be the expression of a determinism that acts predominantly and selectively in the intellect, materializing in the raw material of the Great Work.

This experiment of the being who educates the psyche to adapt to new realities reminiscent of the description that Albert the Great made for himself:

"An alchemist must live away from the world in a special house built by himself with the mastery and skill of a mason, where there must be at least one secret room dedicated exclusively to sublimations, solutions and distillations. He will live in solitude, being isolated from the rest of the people, until the completion of the Great Work. He must be patient and persevering until his constellations are favorable. and, finally, he will avoid any contact with the princes and the rulers."

Leadership: Is the effort to appreciate your level of knowledge a cut-off in the segment of a long search and focused on the work of a work that adequately reveals your inner profile?

The novelty effect in the unforgiving black and white of a time forgetting its pride in leaking in the sense of the chance of living an unspoken life in a continuous crisis of expression was a form of structured observation, an intensive laboratory of several consecutive days, dans ma chamber… qui est un endroit calme et loin de tout le monde.

With an increased sensitivity to things that are still unknown, unpredictable and difficult to access, I have come to behave as an experiment of a laborious intelligence upon which only hidden thoughts, doubts, fears are reflected in a mirror that deforms them and accentuates them much more.

I thought I would recognize myself superior to what I was, beyond what I once knew was possible, as a character who breaks out of the story world to share the real world of his adventures.

The Alchemist is an artist in self-knowledge and God in the perspective of a long-term evaluation of the effect of discovering a new world. This discovery is made by consistently reaching the resistance state during the consistent application of the experimental method of knowledge.

An artist of substance and consequence is in constant confrontation with the aesthetics of a black-and-white confession, from which the compromise made in order to preserve its own resistance formula: the consistent application of the experimental method for finding hidden truths to which No one would have thought. It is a result of the peak moment of self-confrontation when you assess the impact of knowledge consumption in order to achieve a new life philosophy.

An incursion into a deeper area of the psyche is a play of detail with the ending ensemble that ends by moving you aesthetically, proving once again that love for what is revealed to you sublimely, in a context of the type "Lost In Your Own Abyss" , is a struggle of unending restlessness that makes you listen to one voice. Listen to this vice, it will always utter new truths !

The liberation brought about by the removal from the rest of the world is a cultivation in man of the divine beauty, the likeness to Him, to whom the great victories of science can be attributed.

Having a whole collection of memories and life lessons at your disposal, thousands of experiences and unforgettable moments, to solve a bunch of nuisances, philosophical and identity bugs, I build a new vision for myself of the reality with which I am still in direct contact, although its consciousness seems rather ephemeral. Completely opposite in comparison to the task of a painter that resides precisely in overcoming the timeless frame of the portrait, to make it dynamic, forcing him to live in time.

If I think about it, I was still an artist, through the fact that I was the embodiment of a huge sum of consecutive moments, combined in a struggle with a self that does not let itself be understood, does not let up, in a temporary setting of spiritual essence. In this way, I have noted with pleasure the coincidence of the fact non-conformism, the constant passion and thirst for originality are the forms of expression of the meaning of life.

The true masterpiece of creation is the attachment to the canvas of a most complex and unlimited life experience, which reveals in an exceptional way the inner profile of the one portrayed.

In an attempt to obtain the upside-down image of the soul, with the help of elements given by the deep meanings of reflections and meditations, along with the escape into a vague and paradoxical space of a difficult reality to express in the primary phase, I managed to build a certain figure drawn between spirituality, art, science, and intelligence.

A psychological portrait of an Alchemist who understood that the background – self search, the phase in which take place the "digestion", ripening, regeneration of inner powers, in fact the prime matter of the most complex of experiences, analysed carefully under the microscope of consciousness and the pre-felt by the eye of the artist – is the only pure science that corresponds with the upper part of the Great Work.

The Golden Apple is a continuation of the thinking: "Everything you mean in God’s plan is a struggle with yourself from which science is victorious."

The only source of everything that exists, the only secret that alchemists fear to reveal and feel obliged to preserve in the general context of the transformations they experience and suffer, such as metals subjected to very high temperatures is… the struggle.