Leadership Of A High Mystical Level
Join the brave heroes in an experience of great significance to humanity, with the conviction that everything that happens in your life is happening to lead you to a future of spiritual change.
All the difficulties and obstacles that the dark forces have invented, through the harsh laws of nature that do not confess their thoughts, have hardened me and diverted my attention from what is called “a riot of madness” as a symptom of a drifting society. Nothing around me was the same as before, nothing more than a Machiavellian plan devised by a Prince of Darkness, whose Revelation was the only work of art he could conceive in the midst of a fragile world.
And I, Gerry Lane, a scientist, had the task of discovering the means of preventing the spread of the virus that brought the world to its knees in the face of an unprecedented epidemic, the origin of which could not be determined by analysis and testing possible by examining the corpses. Life surpasses movies, and these zombies that appeared more and more everywhere, beat any imagination, more like a horror that freezes your blood in your veins, managing to touch some very strong fears – and (literally) bring man down into hell.
The past is the work of the present, for even now I live in a fiction called “A Call from Beyond the Unknown”. With the maturity of interpreting the experience that recommends me for any role of action, from here a whole arrangement of images and ideas more and more intriguing, I look at everything that happens in the shadow of a perfect enigma that incites you to discover it, as only yours, to reach the objectivity of a knowledge that cowardice avoids. The cowardice of not being able to understand death through a terrible disease.
Do the experiences you go through provide you with clarity about why you believe in a reality that gives you hope that what you see could also be different?
The mysticism with which I was more and more surrounded seemed to be a form of living by which mankind was reduced to an inexplicable type of order, which seemed in itself unassailable by the known means of science. Patient, tolerant, disciplined, I had to be content with the distant experience that participating in the unfolding events of an observer who seeks to understand the subtle meaning of things, instead of turning them into catastrophes greater than they are, could offer me.
The very mystical experience I was living in the face of this incurable disease, in the face of these monsters created as if in the laboratory, provided me with the clarity of why I still believed in a rescue: I know why I believe, I know who I still believe in, I know that if I trust God, I will be able to find logic in everything that happens around me. So mystic is an act of transfer from imaginary to real, and vice versa, an act of conversion with a dual meaning – from appearance to essence, from a simple comparison of individual phenomena to the broad understanding of man’s identity and the reality of the world he inhabits.
Every epidemic hides a mysterious meaning, because behind any disease lies the hidden plan of a spiritual force, silent, supernatural, which wants at all costs to be understood only by chosen ones. Continuously, I feel attracted to everything that is a challenge, a curiosity of nature, beyond the psychological form of resentment towards this invincible fatality that is universalizing, against this viral determinism that plays its threatening ace right at the moment you think you understand everything.
Fiction is my life, while my life is the life of a character in search of destiny, but also constantly between fiction and reality.
I am also a survivor. And the only reason I still believe in a reality that gives me hope that what I see could be different, is that I have to prove to myself that there is a God and that I am able to live without his help, only through the rational certainties of science. And isn’t this God also a human being who has found the key to understanding all things?
Is this transition of science to the consequences of the actions you take the result of a realism that defies the limits of plausibility, especially from the perspective of a belief placed in the realm of fiction?
There is a subtle connection between mysticism and fiction, the first highlights a hidden plan behind all events (and it serves the evolution of humanity), and the other turns the hidden plan into an auxiliary fact that leads reality to a complete break from the concrete. Both the mystical and fiction can simulate reality with new meanings of unknown, the paranormal thriller, the ordeal of survival, to the point where a person would not be able to tell the difference between true reality and one generated at random.
I feel liberated from the constraints of “realism”, being programmed by a divine plan that is difficult to understand. My performance as a researcher is marked by a destiny ignorance, marked by the form of revolt against a cause that can neither be foreseen nor removed. Without the slightest remorse, I am often tempted to kill to save my life, and thus to discover new clues about the victims. Perhaps the virus itself appeared only to describe that part of man that continues to exist after death? I don’t know exactly, I don’t understand very well the biological mechanism of the organism infected with the dizzying virus, but I know that I myself am starting to become more and more unscrupulous. This is a side effect, of course.
A perception of a mind open to miracles, this is what I lack to replenish my spirit with another invisible force: the belief in something that is beyond me, but which is coded in my eyelashes, the urge to ask myself, from time to time: to be or not to be forbidden to leave your soul in the whirlwind of life? For just as the artist must seek his need for originality in order to place himself in the space of the extraordinary, so I must seek my need to act according to the belief that a scientist will find the strength and will to continue his research even when he thinks he no longer has the resources to explain the evolution of the world.
The mystical combines with reality only in a film full of action and suspense, where everything is directed for me, to realize that some can play it and others cannot. Well, I don’t understand God, but I hope He understands me, I hope He goes with me through what the whole world is going through. I hope He will feel what I feel when I am in the midst of a reality that cultivates more doubt than dreams. I hope God is with me when I die, and I earn my living by trying to become a horror movie hero.
The path of mysticism is an experience of great finesse in interpreting a meaningful reality, about the significance of transforming the world at the level of personal “imprint” that you leave in the name of what is perishable or immortal.
Leadership Of A High Mystical Level refers to the opportunity to live in a reality that does not allow you to understand the truth of its evolution. It is also the case of a scientist who tries to find the explanation of an atypical phenomenon, taken to the extreme in some places, to finally understand that he is the most difficult subject and the most illustrative copy of the experiment called: LIFE, from the puzzle of God’s masterpiece.
* Note: World War Z (2013)





