The Evening Star Of A Creator Shackled In The Chains Of Reality (II)
Prove critical firmness in appreciating the forms and direction of self-development, without circumventing the authority called "the force of interpreting creation".
I completely sunk into the darkness of the "room with no windows" in the more and more powerful thrill of a creation that was increasingly reinforced its value, like a skyscraper growing constantly in height. In the warm and the comprehensive partnership of some deep feelings and judgments, of some theories, calculations, coherent arguments, many times empirical. My world, which I called objective, somehow resembled the theft of that painting that you take everywhere with you, but you never get a good look at it because your eyes always turn to other, more valuable paintings.
Absolutely incredible, but you can live with effective power even when the artistic ideal is missing or not found. However, within me lived the truth expressed by an old writer: "Man has always lived under his real condition, through an inversion of reality. He thus entered a nightmare, struggling with non-realities akin to tilting at windmills. To escape an impasse, man must find out only one thing: that he is a miracle."
This immaterial vibration, this pure constant pressure exercised under special laws by a strong electromagnetic force and becoming more and more comprehensive, had to manifest also in the material world. To shape the characters, physiognomies, to penetrate as a continuous current in the great whole of human nature, decisively influencing its existence. It was as if I were a creation that originated in the middle of a multidimensional universe, only if one could imagine a gigantic universe through the inversion of its laws, which acquires its specific character through a harmonious structure, corresponding to the needs of the human being for color and expression.
Human alchemy was as tempting as gold. Only that much harder to find out. Much harder to maintain. Much more difficult to be processed. It was an enigma that comprised all my feelings, which put me in contact with the world of symbols, always opening new doors, and new windows. It was unlocking the road to unsuspected passions, reviving me with every step. It was transposing me into a state from which I did not want to get out.
However, have I really understood its purpose? In the moments when I returned to the objective reality, another question was born: "Quo vadis, Domine?" Up till where I could deepen the self-knowledge and the knowledge of others, without falling in the extreme of disorder, confusion, illusion, and discouragement?
Does the universe you relate to offer the opportunity to get acquainted with the artist himself and with his work, without limiting the possibilities of interpreting a creation that is at risk of failure?
The first chapter of the universe you relate to presents an inversion of the condition of man’s existence as a human being, as a means of listening to the cry of creation to transform into personal duty that which happens with the world and to thus recognize that contribution that everyone can bring to its beauty. This universe represents that 100% authenticity that you choose to define you in a climate alien to the old expressions of life, highlighting the struggle you only have with yourself in acquiring a mediator between individual consciousness and the world.
You are convinced that you are wrong regarding what the universe leaves in its uniqueness, you criticize yourself, you add reproaches, you reflect on what you think you lack. However, at the same time, you let the flame of imagination guide you into creating something amazing in this darkness, changing the essence of all that you feel and think in a broader sense of the concept of aesthetic experience (form, color, structure, positioning), just as God modifies His world according to human standards.
The creation that you express with the help of what your own universe is trying to reveal to you is not a caricature of the world’s disorder, but rather a kind of dream experience of your power of being one with God.
Only the one who appropriates the power to enter in the deepest bowels of human nature, only the one whose principles and values are not dictated by the limiting factors of an alienating reality - that owner of an individual reasoning, l'homme avec une libre pensée - will manifest a continuous tendency towards self-knowledge, by making from it a pillar of support for the leadership area. However... up to certain limits.
In fact, the personal development and the ascension towards the high peaks of perfection, is the "Egg of Columbus" in the subtle area of leadership, on which primarily seeks to be based the self-knowledge, so necessary to every aspirant for the statute of a leader. Many are the mysteries of human nature, and they are difficult to decipher for the who does not to resort to self-knowledge.
In the high rock walls of the personality of everyone around you, there are small portions that can be shaped with your arsenal of resources, intellectual and emotional. However, for this you must turn yourself into a magician, into an alchemist, a discoverer of an unparalleled beauty of the human area, into a real thinker of the individual and general.
The "general" is what is revealed to you by comparison with the attributes that a particular philosophy attributes to the universe, while the "particular" is the conclusion you get to after translating into a concept the experiences experienced in this universe and later inserting them into real life context.
The Evening Star Of A Creator Shackled In The Chains Of Reality marks that self-seeking that ascends to higher spiritual aspirations, from which must be extracted the essence of a thinking up different types of laws referring to the quality of the image that you represent in the world by relating to a universe that is always played between the personal, the artistic, and the creative.
