The Illusionist, Who Lurks From The Unknown The Extensions Of His Science (II)

Change the context of reality which you impose upon yourself as a standard of genuine self-knowledge, without deviating from the path of a variant of accountability that guides perfection.

I was involved in research beyond my limits. An intellectual chivalrous contest between two constants, between knowledge and its applicability, between the meaning of knowledge and updating your possibilities of "to be" a contest where I had to be very careful. For I could be tempted to pursue an ideal far too high for my ability to attain it. And, following constantly this ideal, to realize that I actually entered an unknown realm, warmed by the purest knowledge, but still so complicated.

The man, who keeps deliberately to be someone else, to be more than he is, to outdo himself, the man, who puts his knowledge for the benefit of his perfection can reach, from an excess of inspiration, of energy and able to go beyond reality. The converse being as valid, only such a man can achieve maximum potential of maturity and responsibility. Into what category are you falling?

Just as during cell division the chromatin is organized in the form of chromosomes, so the man who fully devotes himself towards reaching his perfection - through the continuous development of ideas, and through enhancing the effectiveness of his thinking process, by renewing his power to fully devote himself, may end up channeling his energies around an empty space. A separation of his Ego. A door closing for the total success.

Do you engage in an exploration of your inner world through a constant inspiration that forces you to coexist with the effects of a rushed ascension?

This was the critical point of my knowledge - to go further than I was originally scheduled to arrive, to climb a mountain until it falters and collapses. Or to reach the top of it, leaving the others behind me, having in front of me only uncertainty.

This was the point where I realized that I was limited by an absolute phenomenon, only to a single option: the uncertainty. And this half unknown territory, terribly crammed with abstractions, lies on the border that separates reality from illusion, when you simply get lost in the labyrinth of science, of life, search, creation, inspiration, and of the endless thoughts - with all their additions. Perfection cannot be achieved, unless you succeed to pass this boundary, or to see beyond it. And to become what you really are.

Inspiration is a product of the thoughts you create in a context that changes rapidly and often denies your deeds through words. The man who freely and uninhibitedly lays out his inspiration gets to deny himself by negating what is finite, followed by a negation of reality, becoming the only survivor of a story written by himself.

A rushed ascension, which is the fruit of a continual inspiration leading to saturation, is an attempt to keep your ego high and to create a higher self-image when in reality your intentions are as such to cause a deep and mysterious resonance, strongly marked, in your spirit.

Right in the act of perfection, in the sense of the absolute precision measures, which deserve to be taken for a more accurate assessment of your own knowledge, the uncertainty can be determined if you do not follow faithfully the thread of your becoming, real, under all appearances. You become confused, and you end up not distinguishing anymore reality from illusion, moving away from your destination, deviating from your mission, on the long way towards "absoluteness".

Do you focus your whole energy of perfection in a "Remember what you really know" to ensure the understanding of the content of a journey that is meant to be relevant through the echo produced on another level of consciousness?

Perfection is an act of de-doubling: you become someone else by your approach from different perspectives of reality that you combine according to your own visions of the world, feelings and imagination. A new man is a shadow of an old pattern of thought, or a light of judgment that affirms or denies anything about a particular subject.

Do you always compare yourself with a human type that does not want change around him and in him? Are all your resources put at stake in a constant search for something new? Have you reached a level at which you abandon some ideas in favor of some newer ones? Do you discover that as long you evolve, in fact, you know nothing about you? Do you feel that everything turns against you? Are you disobeying more and more your own being, through an increase of knowledge?

Consciousness is what remains after you have redefined your identity. And the echo produced at another level of consciousness is a product of changing dominant thoughts towards a reality that exists beyond what you think is reality.

Whoever loses himself in the darkness of thoughts reaches a reality close to the imagined reality, which is equivalent to a statement of passivity or an act of defeat in the face of his own confusion.

Leadership can be assimilated by almost anyone, with a single condition, which perhaps only the Greek philosopher Plato expressed it very clearly: "The biggest part of your training is to remember what you already know." And I would add here, "what you already know" is given by a continuous accumulation of values and knowledge assimilated over time, while being determined of everything that changes incessantly around you.

Everything that exists around you changes incessantly, and has a strong echo in your entire way of being. And only if you have that kind of mood of the man who would bet everything on one card, of the man who buries all bridges behind him in order to rebuild them more lasting on long term, you will be able to get up to a higher level of leadership.

In other case, you will remain an unknown person, a simple man, who occasionally feeds with the illusion of a grand future. And the one who clings to any illusion, using all sorts of tricks in order to get hold of the land required for his raising at a high level, will never reach that landmark of favorable orientation. But, will always occupy a secondary role in an improvised playlet, cut off from the truth promoted by the art of leadership.

The potential that takes you out of the routine is the symbolic universe in which you dwell and feel yourself, about what is real or false in all this movement of thoughts towards one or the other, to objects, things or to your vital concerns.

The illusionist who lurks upon the stretches of his science from the unknown is the man who is a master of his own thoughts, one who can raise his knowledge to a higher level without losing too much in the space of a virtual reality.