Prisoner In A Coming Of Age Novel
Make your own way towards human knowledge, seeking the middle ground between time and following situations that can only be explained as being false perceptions of the present world.
Everything seemed to manifest itself in the fullness of my ability to carry out something that others simply dream about or keep secret, in how bees process nectar, i.e. by way of attraction between an interminable power source – live food for a mind that seeks it, not for one that simply wonders – and the flux of the state vector which drives the beings to action. And yet, why was this responsible obligation blocking my path, desperately clutching to thoughts and emotions foreign to me?
Responsible for this was the deepest of my inner voices that whispered to me all manners of revealing modifications with that finesse of the watchmaker that only has at his disposal, the usual blade of a pocketknife to finish the raw pieces. Constantly, it showed me the middle ground between time and the following of situations that can only be explained as being illusions, false perceptions of a present world, in the name of past and future, squeezed between the vast meanders and spiritual struggles.
I felt somewhat trapped in one of Dumas’ coming of age novels. Its hero stirring with finesse and fantastic understanding of the highest and lowest of souls, until the innermost thoughts, until the last cell of happiness or unhappiness. After working with demiurgic powers in all of their complexity, he casted them into inspiring experiences, re-giving them that value that time took away from them, igniting the spark of life into them once more. To others he transmitted the objective lesson of divine punishment according to their degree of fault.
The reversal of this causal determination was constituted by the fear of ascending to a replacement of the power of understanding with the supremacy of the unwritten laws of leadership, in the unrest of searching for affirmation. Full of enthusiasm, I forgot to respect the art of succeeding to be myself a book.
Do you start looking for SOMETHING that you want to change in a living world with everything it conceals, like a story narrated in a book that can be read as you try to detach a child from their dreams?
Mastery of what is required to be shown, contained and controlled with the full extent of one’s ability, in an area of the causal effect, even in the shifting limits of imagination, is always an experience just as spectacular as the success of stirring souls and producing emotions. But just as questionable and difficult to handle.
Leadership does not separate itself from that which is required to be mastered when you do not know the coordinates of the intersecting points between "the hidden" and "the revealed." In fact, leadership is like a book that as you keep reading you yourself start off on a search for the outcome, you feel the need to analyze your own feelings, compare yourself to your other versions, and not put it down until you finish it. Leadership is a product of your own mind that comes to life as a result of your experience of assimilating other manifestations, just observing them and trying to understand their causes, mechanisms, feelings involved so you can become someone else.
Browsing a book, mastering a large construction that conceals the true face of what is important to assess in a certain pattern of thought, experience, action, and communication, causes a rupture of old canons in certain phases of trying to know yourself better. But it also presupposes a representation of an absolute transcendence of an author on the basis of false or secondary attributes that we often find in simple people, devoid of education, but having “street smarts”.
In this case, the individual and his world will be substituted by the so-called empowerment of the imaginary, an experimental knowledge developed by estimating thoughts and emotions in the impressive situations of a character who is confused with the author of the book. Considering the fact that he re-invents himself constantly through a series of roles of relatively low duration, of which only those active and responsible deserve to be approached, we can have the feeling that the present is running parallel to the past or future and things can actually be controlled.
Can the topics that can be approached in confirming a truly valuable book turn the desired change into something that happens through an effort to convey some images that only claim to be real?
Thus, he who intends on valuing himself in the image of a man of change, to the full extent of his capacity of understanding all that is happening around him, through everything that was and is hidden and can only be inferred, must first of all make way for the imaginary to manifest itself. The book that builds your personality is an accumulation of exciting topics, addressed through the highest and brightest of experiences that traverse reality to dream. In fact, a book becomes valuable precisely by identifying the similarity between what is past and what is definitive.
The images that claim to be real from a book that keeps you reading with bated breath, absorbing yourself completely in its story, from a book that teaches you to create all sorts of shortcuts to the life you want, may be the result of false perceptions of the present world, in the name of the past and the future, strewn through the thickness of the meanders and spiritual twists. Be careful to incorporate these images in the context of a reality that exists beyond what you think reality is.
By seeking your own path towards knowing a world living through all that it hides, oscillating between the boundaries of imagination or of SOMETHING that you wish to change about it, you will be able to more easily stay within the patterns imposed by a vision that goes beyond immediacy. Man, is a witness of truth, but at the same time a land of illusion and deception that "immediacy" cannot identify as being a determinant of stability or of its potential of evolution.
You cannot grasp an outstanding world with reason and soul alone, following through the numerous direction of investigation that come to the extension of this red thread of destiny called effect (through knowledge and discovery, through experiment and by monitoring the depth of the feelings that accompany individuals) only if you add to your ponderings regarding meaning and order, the consciousness of a discrepancy between facts and reality. But, thus, the well-deserved imagination can resemble more of an illusion. Be careful what you trust in !
Leadership is a book that has the patience to reconstitute a world of details by identifying the resemblance between what is past and what is definitive.
Prisoner In A Coming Of Age Novel becomes every aspiring leader who tries to make the link between the world of mere appearances, a world of prejudice, and a world of truth.
If you want to make your own path towards human knowledge, try to find the middle ground between time and following situations that can only be described as being illusions, false perceptions of a present world, in the name of the past and future, squeezed through the vastness of the meanders and struggles of the soul. Can you?
