A Risky Journey To The Mysterious Realm Of The Assassin
Find the link between cause and effect: that constant of "to be" based on a discernment that sifts the true values of the false ones.
He lived in a system of thinking that claimed to be on the highest peaks of spirituality, but that ignored or despised the most part of the human being’s moral reality. His way of thinking did not have in its neighborhood another height, ridge or peak, which any virtue, any guidance, or any positive influence could have investigated his whole cold and empty extent, petrified under a crust of false humbleness. A cold way of thinking, without even a shred of soul, of color, honor, of dreaming, and happiness, taking the form of an alarm clock, used as a means of selecting the future targets.
It could be said that he hated everything that came in his way. Everyone, but especially every old man, provoked him repugnance, an indescribable disgust, as a remnant of hell that distorted his image of the future and the purpose of his life. A strange space between the exponents of a completely and totally different thinking. An inevitable discharge, with all safety, of the direct tension induced by a confused mind, damaging, irrational, totally contrary with the social and human reality.
Anton Chigurh, this was his name, of the assassin, of the determined man, and loyal to his ambitions, who allied with the evil. This complicated and very harsh man, the man for whom life and death were not antagonistic, were not excluding each other, but interpenetrated as a symphony of impulses, of despair and confusion, this man, so hunted by his own limits, was he aware of the chain of beliefs by which he ascended and descended, step by step, until the reprehensible aspects that formed the inner horizon of his spirit?
Can you impose an indifferent philosophical acceptance upon yourself, as in the face of an inevitable evil that will justify your attitude of the "maybe whatever is coming come" type?
To such a man, such a structure of judgment, such a player, caught in a constant game of the real with the unreal, you cannot apply the enchanted cure, the healing pill without caring about how and for what it takes the effect.
Typically, the miracle of healing is accomplished only for those who have built their personality on a particular logical thinking, meant to support the recovery of their own Ego. Of the ones that seek the link between cause and effect: that constant of "to be" based on a discernment that sifts the true values of the false ones. It was not also his case.
The spark lit. Anton Chigurh continued to kill, guided by some principles beyond the human being. Did he realize of all what was happening around him, and of everything that fretted inside him?
A mysterious fluid passed through his whole way of being, like a mysterious power bestowed through the illogical spaces that influenced the inner substance of the matter of his personality.
He felt proud and unbending, as the one that passes bravely the bridge of time to enter a mysterious realm. In a barren desert where there is no God or divine law, no marks, no oases of hope. But only two complementary entities: the emptiness and death. *
Can you live up to your own revelation of yourself in the context of events that can endanger your integrity by canceling the soul’s torment from the projection of hope towards a new beginning of life?
An accurate and complete understanding of the size of your own existence, through an assumption of the responsibility towards the result of your actions is essential in order to maintain the moral balance and the patterns that print a close harmony to your nature. This understanding, this important pawn in the hard chess game of "to be at the mercy of destiny" and "to be at the command of life" can be beneficial for both sides, having positive and also negative results.
Therefore, for a fruitful and significant becoming that aims to be kept in force for as long as possible, and not canceled at the first sign of imbalance, set your "alarm clock" to constantly remind you who you are and where you are going, that would tick nonstop and wake up your impulse towards an unrestrained and ascending progress.
Can you turn from a stone man into a living man? Just like a statue that supports the temporal degradation, your personality may suffer a certain "hardening" a steadfastness of your rational man claims to a level where no virtue, no guidance, no influence cannot change it.
To abdicate of the healthy principles particular to the leader, who tends towards excellence, means to get involved in a dangerous game with harmful consequences. The self-censorship, the freedom of the will must function flawlessly, like a clock scheduled to ring whenever you move away from the "normal" conceived by you during time.
Can you keep your focus on excellence through a doctrine that puts the “inevitable” into the forefront of the projection of an inner world that consumes itself?
You can easily transform into an assassin, if not in deed, at least by the aberrant way of thinking, through the tendency of removing yourself of the surrounding world, by denying the fundamental principles governing the relationship between individuals, imposing a "jump" from the idealistic conceptions about life and the expectations from it.
A doctrine of understanding the human being that if cannot find common ground with the doctrines of the others around, presenting a particular composition of values, maintaining a certain pace of assimilating the elements that make up your evolution, is crumbling until disappearance.
An old Chinese proverb says: "If you know your enemy and know yourself, you can win a hundred battles without a single loss." Your biggest enemy is "the assassin" your own system of beliefs that influence your transformation over time, once with the assimilation of certain values that do not mix with leadership and with your guidance.
In leadership, the inevitable is the obligation to respond to one’s own reflection on the world and life in the circumstances of an ascension that can at any point fail on the self-imposed path towards achieving your goals.
Do you accept to obey the meanders of a detrimental and unreasonable thinking, in total contradiction with the social and human reality? Are you guiding yourself after some healthy principles, characteristic for the human rational being? Are you aware of the chain of beliefs by which you ascend, step by step, towards "height"? What are the reprehensible aspects that make up the inner horizon of your being?
Analyze the tendencies within each of the axes that make up your character. Collaborate constantly with that strong and deep part of the personality that defines you, without expressing an implicit preference or appreciation of value for the statute of a personality that distorts your beliefs.
Your choice may be conditioned by the fact that the predominant element of your personality is not very well-defined, or, incidentally, is caused by the design of a tougher and a more comprehensive version of the reality. This dangerous tendency is interrupted only if the "alarm clock" wakes you up from the sleep of ignorance and of the inertia in thinking.
The reverse of one’s own identity can turn into a stone when you fall into a cold, indifferent character, evolving more and more in the direction of the weakness called: vanity without borders. You become a victim of an implacable destiny, thinking in terms of vanity, as follows: "I feel that I am living in a barren desert where there is no God ! "
The beliefs that raise or break you are closely related to the significance of those events to which they assign a personal note of belonging to a deep and sincere soul that is not canceled in the face of successes or failures.
A Risky Journey To The Mysterious Realm Of The Assassin is a reflection on the values that we consider the best, but that we enslave to some purposes not ensuring the maintenance of a healthy and positive identity.
Just as the impression produced by a picture results in the composition of colors chosen by the painter, so the most revealing element of your own transformation results from a better coordination of the efforts to renovate the beliefs, but also through a closeness of that constant of "to be" based on a discernment that sifts the true values of the false ones.
* Note: Anton Chigurh - a character from the movie "No Country for Old Men (2007)"





