I Left Behind Me, A Shadow (II)

Continue to widen your comprehension of life, without becoming a prisoner of feelings that trouble you.

I begin to think I would be less than I recognize of myself, just one of the equations of a secondary reflex of absurd living, the expression of a less intelligent way of reacting and protecting myself of the improbability of reality. Every time another day passes, a week, feeling that I did the same thing, like a kind of repetition of some of the data from the annals of time, when I feel I have seen the same places and talked to the same people, I’m starting to find myself in an impossibility to exercise my whole force of personality.

The waste of life starts with a waste of all efforts to find a good reason to react to our own perception of reality. If I fail to rise to the level of morality and virtue, the capital of true values that authenticates me as a man of great character, as a first attempt to circumvent any compromise made with the forces of natural impulses to write my journal in the sight of the world, actually meant to expose me dramatically into a game of interactions between "conformism" and "coercion".

Does your story have the power to constantly transform without your presence in the present being essential to maintaining the authenticity of the path you are on?

I could have been in another place at any time, tasting the different lives of other characters in the world I know, discovering new forms and styles of living with the most interesting stories to share, from which I would have so much to learn. But always something keeps me in a place from the perspective of a journey through a labyrinth of deformed mirrors in which a reality of regretting and a story of living through repetition pass through.

In the preface of the book "Perpetuum Mobile", Silvia Mariana Brăescu wrote: "As a shell I could close the story, the precious pearl of my heart and keep it for the rest of my life, and there it would remain forever. The ultimate mystery. My mystery."

Unlike the moments I experience in remembering past moments, delineating the global character of the things that worried me and giving me all the options for the overall viewing needs, implying by this operation a certain distance from the excessive tendencies to explain through reflection the meaning of life, the story of my reinventing has as a leitmotif the captivity of a state of mind that is triggered only when I act in violation of the present.

Are you a hundred percent authentic in the feelings of the present moment about the consistency of the reality between the need to continue to self-diminish and the thread of the story that keeps you in an ongoing attempt to understand the experience of life?

You accept to live by how you react to what is happening to you or give up asking whether your story is fiction or reality.

In fact, "Acceptance" or "Renunciation" are the two parallel lines that do not touch, derived from the evolution of past and present - which in its turn determine the future. Two decisive forces that divide people into two categories: winners and losers, those who strongly defends their condition, and those who disagree their role, beliefs and mission (which support leadership).

In order to add a huge value to your life, seen as an intervention in the formation of personality, you must respect the essential condition of your initiative to accelerate your transformation: the acceptance.

The acceptance of change, the progress towards a fundamental transformation at all levels, is like a life insurance policy: choosing whether to sign or not is yours. The great experience of the authentic living that your life assures, in many dialogues with yourself on account of the interpretation of your reality, your grandeur, your perfection, gives rise to the mood of revealing yourself as a progressive philosopher who tries to give personality to an entity of cognitive type that it will wholeheartedly call a "GUIDE".

How can you navigate the maze of life without getting lost in the mirrors of the past, finding the balance between keeping personal secrets and opening up to new experiences?

If you are looking for a renewal of identity, of reflecting and acting, you must be willing to relate more to the dimension of beliefs that either sabotage your life, or channel your perception of what you are struggling towards a uniformity of philosophical thinking. That is, to put your personal reality and personal evolution into the forefront of the mirror image of the central cause that causes your conscious "perturbation" of what is happening to you.

With responsibility without raising objections, which do nothing but to lengthen the process of evolution, you must sign the agreement with your own person, to confirm the fact that you understand the terms and conditions imposed by your future status.

Do you easily respect the essential condition of your initiative to transform yourself into a different person? Do you detach yourself from the misunderstood part of you, or you easily accept it? How do you cross the steep slope of the alternative? Do you show yourself open to change or continue to hide yourself in the shadow of the one you were?

Do you monitor personal perception information about meeting the evaluation requirements that you attribute to a silent and powerful opponent?

Accepting the change in terms of redefining the concept of "self" is the first step towards the great transformation of the leader profile. It is given by the feeling of plenitude from that key moment, in which you manage to define yourself, when all your qualities come together into a single nucleus, and materializes into a set of actions that lead ultimately to achieving your own potential.

The acceptance is applied to the entire spectrum of your existence as a Man and as a leader. It is realized and manifested practically, when you are running into the direction of the "shadow" that you glimpse on the horizon. When you channel your efforts towards the misunderstood part of you, when you come to understand in a new way and clearly something you always felt intuitively. You must support yourself on the "shoulders" of acceptance if you want to add value to your life.

An insufficiency or a lack of decisions that must be taken in times of uncertainty, when suspicions are hanging over you, when your horizons are misty, then reflects over your entire evolution - may diminish your ability and willingness to get deal with those defining aspects of your character that support your practiced leadership style.

The silent and powerful opponent who can take you by surprise at any time, sabotaging any attempt at your own self-denial, is the habit of always seeing yourself with the same eyes, unchanged by the daily thoughts that trouble you.

I Left Behind Me, A Shadow is a "goodbye" to day-to-day thoughts that have troubled you greatly, but from which you have fed a new understanding of yourself and of life.

Each of us is his own leader regarding his future, but it is a proof of maturity to accept transforming yourself and becoming a person that people can rely on. Into a man who has a constructive "modus operandi" for his own well and of the others, and who accepts assuming the major responsibilities deriving from his new status.

Respect the essential condition of your initiative to accelerate your transformation, so that to resonate more easily with the entire spectrum of the leadership.