Mercy For The Thoughts Of A Restless Mind (I)

Try the definite character of these spiritual moods, through which you become aware of yourself, by applying an auto-update that would enhance the immunity rate against what happens to you.

Incandescent fear, restlessness and eagerness unite and materialize in this woman, suddenly transforming into an unlimited curiosity for knowing as many details in the timely fatality that shakes her entire world, destabilizing all its elements of functional structuring.

Laura Quinn is no longer in control of her heart and mind, but just a persona non grata, an insignificant part in a circle of reaction and discontent, where she continuously and uninterruptedly spins, a circle materialized through a process of decline, by experimenting the deepest moods.

This kind of person that relates to the narrow field of the acceptable, trying to level the margins of an impossibly harsh reality, can only lay at the basis of their own singularity pyramid. Only in rare cases it manifests as a firm entity, as an emission of forces that help development, which spreads fast in all its functional system in order to balance the dysfunction between thought and interpretation, between the two existential branches: "to be" or "not to be".

If we’d find a word, just one, which we would address to her in this embarrassing episode of life, a simple, cordial word, a true savior, then it would probably be: "freedom". Yes, Laura would have been freed from herself, enveloped in the innocent atmosphere of a freedom that doesn’t deny under any circumstances evolution, that doesn’t deny the existence of a grain of truth in this fully uncertain stage.

A flower reaches the garden of the Inferno, scattering somewhat its petals with normality. It gives away its pollen – all its emotion and sensibility, only to accommodate to the air of mystery surrounding it. But, this way, it’s very hard for it to be at peace with itself.

Do you include into the great unity of your being the most precious virtues to add value to your potential to regulate the emotions that dominate your life?

Does an inhibiting and soaring relief persist over your whole being? Is your personality exposed to an unnatural tendency towards aggressive behavior? Do the most pretentious virtues, the highest ideals, pale in front of what you have become? Are your thoughts swirling around two questions that won’t let you rest: "How? Why?" Can you always be in control of your heart and mind?

When the man’s need to find truth considerably rises, when he wants to find that credible source in order to maintain his own Ego, in that moment, uncertainty starts roaming around him. And similar to a lucid evaluation of the conscience, this uncertainty enhances or frees his for or against thoughts about his potential, setting the priorities in constructing his identity.

Always, intensely living this moment of "leap to the truth", when he has to choose between denying and ignoring the implicit presence of his wholeness, man reflects all his power, all his authority upon those around him, so that, indirectly, he sets his own value, by means of how he relates to what he thinks about something unknown.

The most precious virtues of man are: the power to accept reality, the moral strength and the refusal to surrender to the inability to reinvent one’s self.

Can you remain the reference center of the need to question the "acceptable", according to which it reveals the meaning of becoming your whole being between landmarks of questions and answers?

By means of how man creates a high knowledge about himself, positioned in that plurality of thoughts, emotions, entrapping questions and unclear answers, erupting in angered shouts, his shaping by means of sincerity and self-observation seems necessary.

Basically, the unknown, fear, uncertainty – coming from his life experiences, teach him to have a better knowledge about himself, to comprehend and describe himself by indentifying those elements that trigger motivation, by identifying those factors that maintain his evolution. Landmarks of questions and answers are devoted to the determinism that determines the necessity of human action and demolishes the absurd story of free will, without excluding at any rate neither the reason, nor the conscience of man nor the appreciation of his actions.

In order to "see" the road a leader follows, read his thoughts, if you can ! This is the only way you can measure your true value. And the hardest. Especially if he fights his thoughts.

If in the great unity of your being – the most precious virtues, the highest ideals, the belief in good, pale in front of what you have become, then all leadership will be devoid. Because the leader’s Ego always needs different understandings, different explanations that are easier to accept, different possibilities to receive hidden messages beyond the opposition of the short time it needs to adapt.

How long can you master the unseen being in yourself without compromising your image that is reflected in unexpected situations?

Self-control is one of the fundamental parts of success – that together with truth, freedom and good must have a balanced contribution in the existence of a man with high ideals. It can be improved by substantially customizing the space which separates thoughts, stimuli and reactions of the man subject to change. Thus, by reenacting a victory over space and time where thoughts interconnect, they spin around discontent, frustrations, tensions and disappointments.

The cost of personal development is a controversy over the necessity to keep his identity intact, to lift the guard up or not in front of the necessity to be flexible in his ways of acting and thinking. A long wandering in remaking the element of "to be". Many times, these can lead to solving, with sincerity and audacity, the conflict with self.

Something has to erupt within you, for you to assume the power to control the unseen being in you, for you to push your limits. You have to push away the fear, restlessness and eagerness in yourself. And only by entering the area of the unpredictable and unknown, balancing the dysfunction between thinking and interpreting, between the two existential ways: "to be" and "not to be" you will be able, better than nobody else, to moderate your tendencies to "qualitatively decorate your interior".

The value that confirms the appreciation or depreciation of leadership is given by that life experience that matures and reminds you to live not as though you would always look in the rearview mirror, but as if it were all a miracle.

Mercy For The Thoughts Of A Restless Mind highlights the permanent character of those moods when man becomes aware of himself – the way he becomes whole through an auto-update – amidst those situations when fear, restlessness, uncertainty subject him to an infinite pressure.

The deepest and most complex effects leadership produces on man are the result of the transformation. When he is overcome by that infinite curiosity to know as many details about himself, with the audacity that defines his whole experience. That is why, self-knowledge, the education of your own thinking, makes up for the essential part of leadership.

If you don’t want to turn into a slave of your weaknesses, to wander in a labyrinth of feelings, such as uncertainty, fear and restlessness, then decisively and rationally enforce your will to keep your expectations up and don’t abandon the idea of integrity. Thus, in the immense construction of leadership, in its grand architecture, there will be no fixture, no erosion, and no degradation.

* Note: "Flawless (2007)"