The Evening Star Of A Creator Shackled In The Chains Of Reality (I)

Polish the diamond inside of you, so that you can give to your leadership a form as perfect as possible.

My inner world seemed to tick more and more strongly, sinister and inexplicable. A thought constantly haunted me in the rhythm of some intense palpitations, accompanied by the strangest feelings. I harbored at that unique spark of genius, of the superhuman, optimum et maximum. I was waiting for the spontaneous appearance of a complete Ego. Like an evening star shining on the nighttime sky showing me the north, the great ideal led me to refine the asperities of my thinking.

With the impeccable seriousness of a seeker of answers, I got into the adventure of detailed knowledge of an immaterial world, of an insufficiently known universe. A knowledge of consciences and souls that comprise a mass of different people. A knowledge, which presented unexpected fluctuations, giving rise to unsuspected forces that emerged seemingly from nothing.

It was an overwhelming work that could depart me from a reality limited by laws, clichés, dogmas, and prejudices. I was at the border between possible and impossible, between creation and evolution. A creator, whose creation is nourished by the warmth and light poured out of the most hidden mysteries of the world, life, and human nature. I could fabricate anytime other laws, to notice constantly new truths, to accept other points of view. I would like to build, like Einstein, the model of a pulsating universe, which would relax and contract as a huge heart. Would I succeed?

I had to polish my own knowledge, in order to increase the value of my own "Ego".

Does the appreciation you give to reality depend on the degree of implication in your inner universe, beyond what you are ready to understand from it?

You cannot go through a development process which led to become a better leader, if you are a prisoner into a reality that limits you.

By stopping any reaction, any attempt to get involved in your own fulfillment, in the realization of that something that would motivate you and make you more dynamic – it is like going to a small provincial town in a foreign country, where you do not know anyone, being pursued by the thought that everyone could guess your every movement with a single regard. Basically, you are in the perimeter of a dead zone, where you cannot enjoy the privileges for personal advancement.

What contributes to completing a new conception of the reality that makes up the world of man is that categorical clarification of obsession that does not give him peace, agitating him and reassuring him, which becomes a struggle for the defense of values, beliefs and ideals.

This obsession, supported by the integrity and the great continuity of an attitude in the manifestation of truths that make you see life with other eyes, aligning your system of values to new points of expression and orientation, may contribute to triggering a new correction of image attributed to authenticity, or to distort any good initiative.

Is the obsession of approaching the path of creation the center of your universe, beyond the ciphered form of the meaning you give to the term of "validity"?

Obsession is the beginning of the act of creation. It is something that constantly bothers you, an individualized support that is gained by successive additions, a protest against the subordination of aggressive external content, in order to define the normal accepted by the correspondence between the soul, reason, consciousness, and personality. It is a more advanced intellectual development that can see further into the future, being able to tense the spirit on the means necessary for obtaining a desired result, even if these means do not inspire pleasure by themselves. It is that certain something within you that does not let you give up, which anchors you and at the same time gives you wings to believe when all others doubt you.

You can give to your authenticity a form as perfect as possible, only if you polish the diamond inside of you. For only the one who ventures in all the mountain areas of himself, disconnecting from the distorted reality of the outer world, stuffy with all kinds of prejudices, will be able to "awaken" of sleeping that creative force appropriate to people amazing by their skills, and that can be proud of themselves.

I was on the verge of revealing and understanding a world governed by laws, and rational principles. Where the right to "life" and "death" was determined by the existence of a completely different reality, impressive by the way in which interacted the forces that composed it. A world, with a limited power of an abstract understanding, where the deepest secrets, dispersed by a reactionary force coming from within the human being and that was reflecting upon the universe, were the very condition of its existence.

The convergent action effect of the reality and fiction which ensures the veracity of a parallel world, under the pressure of a unique and totalizing change, the perfect form of a timeless dimension which tended to become perfect, could be lost if it was not enhanced by the relationship between art and science, between man and the spiritual plan, and their impact, in order to increase the intensity of the impact on life.

The validity of your universe variant is the size with which you can cross from one end to the other that portion of 100% fidelity in rendering a reality inadequately deciphered by others.

The evening star of a creator shackled in the chains of reality is the expression of the complete perfection, of the high fulfillment of the self that depends on the free will of you. You can become a very good leader, endowed with the ability to shape the characters. You can penetrate as a continuous current in the great whole of human nature, decisively influencing his existence, and you can give to your leadership a form as perfect as possible. But, only if you polish the "diamond" inside of you.

* Note: optimum et maximum – the best and the greatest (lat.).