The First Meaning Of The Abyss
Perform a correct configuration of the existential parameters, identifying a vision that matches your own individuality.
I never set anything specific in mind, in the anxious expectations of the impact called "the first meaning of the abyss". Why would I? I was not a special being, a king in his own kingdom, but I was always looking for something new. Something that could recreate itself out of the imaginary, from beyond the unknown, but at the same time, resembling normality as much as possible.
It was a necessary stage in the evolution of my universe, through the perception of an indescribable reality. The expansion of a dimension different from the one set in my subconscious. It was translated through an inner change, born out of the experience in the work with matter resurrected from the ashes of a dying star – my secret impulse, the intensity of my protection in an already present future.
Confident, I was penetrated by the idea that it would be thrilling, but it was not so. I hadn’t the slightest idea of how it should look like or how I was supposed to proceed in order to obtain something palpable, something communicable, which could be expressed in words. My inner life was full of thoughts, one more sophisticated than the other, more energetic, more easily manageable under the shadow of reality that wasn’t caused by some unknown force. But was rather due to the one in error.
I wish I never knew that the great science can transform the parameters of the power of constructing "on-off" alternations, from high to low voltage, from low intensity to high tension. And vice versa. I find, however, that this was interesting. The creation, which life with its many challenges raised before me, was an ambiguous phenomenon to which I was a helpless witness. I seemed devoured by mysterious echoes, caused by the concrete of life and its orientation towards the abstract.
Do you have the power to go deep into the bosom of a reality that goes beyond the borders of the admissible, under the influence of a force of redefining the fundamentals of self-development?
Everything that is materialized in the possibility of expressing thoughts, moods, has as a first landmark the individual’s authenticity. Resorting to strengthening his position as a supporter of a particular vision, in the sense that the positive effect of the power of expressing his own individuality has, by expanding the existential dimension, the future leader can amplify his field of research. This way, he provides extremely adequate conditions to deepen the relationships between science, experience and the world that governs him.
There are different ways to exercise your leadership, just as there are different ways to perceive reality, verifying and validating the reasoning by which you can rethink your existence. And each has a slightly specialized function, through which inner change is achieved, controlling the trends of searching for novelty in the imaginary and especially in the imaginary represented by the forms of accepting what you truly are.
You want to find something, yes, that’s true, something that identifies with your vision, something that suits your own individuality and highlights what you think. A possibility of adjusting the current of "inadmissible" by modifying the force of creation. And this actually means that your inner life is filled with thoughts, one more sophisticated than the other, more energetic, more easily manageable under the shadow of reality that isn’t caused by some unknown force.
A reality that goes beyond the limits of admittance is a complex operation of thought by extracting from a complex of traits of an event or phenomenon certain defining characteristics for self-perception and identity in relation to others.
But until you feel somewhat "facing the accomplished deed", until you reach the level of fruitfulness of your own person and of experience in leadership, you must eliminate any error that might invalidate your self-awareness, the identity implied by the affiliation to a new real.
Before rushing through the meanders of a judgment that doesn’t follow the usual norms, changing the rules of leadership, perform a correct configuration of the existential parameters, identifying a vision that matches your own individuality.
You risk going deeper in error if you always try to create out of the imaginary new structures of landmarks for redefining your own self and your own role in the process of transitioning from a stagnant phase of development to a progressive one. Thus, leadership will gain a new, unwanted meaning, of supremacy in the sphere of creation and unreality, instead of balance and harmony in the sphere of life and concrete reality.
The influence of a force to redefine the fundamentals of self-development can be seen in the perception that you have of the "ineffable" of a creation that you can bestow on a God beyond your understanding. It materializes in an inward change that encourages, in turn, the confirmation of a new revelation about the reality of life manifested in the variety of your own emotions, needs, insights, searches and failures.
A vision that fits your own individuality is built on the pillars of a hidden reality beyond what is seen, but which can be perceived by contemplating the most obvious things, by carefully contemplating change, by contemplating thoughts born of the experiences of real life.
The First Meaning Of The Abyss refers to that system of self-control set up by each leader, which must dominate both in his existential parameters and in his own vision, the force of creation and his inner life, until achieving the proposed goal.
The abyss is a place full of mystery, full of imagination, in which you have unlimited access, but which doesn’t guarantee your victory in the fight against yourself, with what you become in the great equation of life. What meaning will your leadership gain in the case of a defeat?
