The Limits Of A Wanderer In The Sphere Of Darkness

Perfect your personality through a closer approximation to those elements of a benefic reality that confer depth and growth to your leadership.

The darkness wrapped me slowly and unexpectedly, like a ghost, like a constant of my life that resonated only by the value that I assigned to it, heating my feelings, putting to test the skeptical and the visionary side of my nature.

A mysterious voice seemed to start from a bottomless depth, whispering to me in a penetrating way, under the form of an echo: "Come here... sit next to me... contribute to my existence ! " I felt it close, unhindered, superior, as a starting point into a new adventure of knowledge, as a judge ready to deliver a verdict, but also as a loving father, whose love for his child is unconditional.

I guessed that something was abiding close to me, an entity that cannot be uniquely identified by its attributes, drawing me in her own race, stretched with a decision that could not be tamed.

Being pushed towards a deeper understanding, as if I doubted the reasoning, substituting it with the magic, I was sniffing the trace of a long-lost territory. I became by myself a possible-lost territory. A human being, caught in a game that plays with the forms of knowledge and becoming, un voyageur à d'autres sphères.

Is all of your psychic, spiritual, and emotional load from the time of a deepening in your most secret thoughts organized within the content of a variable of the "landmark" type?

As an artist, who centralizes ideas of the science of time in the images created by himself, I was keeping my energy alive, exploiting myself so cruelly, in the things that I wanted to valorize, but that I do not control. I was subject to a process of evolution towards an unsuspected dimension, establishing secret and mathematical relationships between things, without understanding, however, how to apply and how to maintain these relationships. In a moment, when the premises and conclusion, either true or false, were becoming very complex.

However, the light is off when you do not expect. I wanted to do something to get out of that state, not to hide from myself. There is no sense to suffer in silence, to strive for an innermost thing that is beyond understanding and to merge with it in the dense fog of darkness.

I was misguiding by myself because I profiled myself on a sea in the storm, pushed into a deeper contemplation of a virtual existence, instead of understanding the limitations of my own world. I had to reinvent myself. To calm the overwhelming anxiety of my entire universe. To recognize that essential, real, constant, and deep part inside me. To force my maturity. To hasten my transformation.

I had to grind my way of approaching the "darkness" in order to understand the "light".

The mark which I clung to in those moments full of spiritual confusion and agitation was given by the transition from the level of being absorbed by myself (the defect of closing in my own world of thoughts, ideas and emotions) to the context of virtues that pay off and lead to perfection. The virtue of bringing before the mind some nuances that no other tool, beyond words, can bring forth, the virtue of the administration of new creative principles in literature, were two of the scattered parts of my personality.

Do the Terms and Conditions of Use of the reference "benchmarks" suffer a change by the provisions of the present that develop the way you approach the part of yourself that is hiding?

The present from which is developing the future of your personality may also include this phenomenon of "exploitation" of an existence created by the darkness of the mind, of your own uncertainties and ambiguities, if this it can be called like this, which dominates your skills in the concrete or possible interaction with the skeptical and visionary side of your nature. An operation in which sprout defining development options based on the findings disclosure ulterior motive beyond all desires, emotions and your thoughts, progressing towards assuming a new role and a new type of relationship with reality.

A remorse role in which you have to make up for some mistakes, believing that you owe it to your own conscience to ask yourself where you’ve gone too boldly, with your will, with your consent. Or a role of satisfaction with all manifestations and gestures full of endearment and meaning of passion from the feeling of being grateful for helping fulfill a difficult task that called for the best in you.

The type of relationship you want to define between the two diametrically opposite roles depends on how you respond to the provisions of the place of a rather sad past if you only relate to those things you want to capitalize upon, but you do not control.

The annihilation of the hypostases and the undesirable effects of personality must begin with the annihilation of that part of you, of that reasoning that is clouding your reality. You can add tremendous value to your potential, you can pave the way for a deeper understanding of what you are behind the scenes of your own existential adventure, if you understand your reactions and do not hide from yourself.

The state of mind in which you related with the experience of every moment results from the intersection of all subjective perspectives through which you view reality. And a reality that leaves you disarmed inside determines the value your level of significance of behavior in personal autonomy gains, which can become oppositional or of the type of a psychosocial crisis.

The value of your character diminishes with each attempt of yours to tend towards "An innermost thing that is beyond understanding"?

Just as a "writer loses with every dream told one reader" so your character’s value will diminish with every attempt to tend towards "an innermost thing that is beyond understanding" towards a false form of manifesting your potential, hanging up like a thistle of an immature reasoning that serves you improperly.

You will become a possible "lost territory" in which abounds the rational rejects, superficiality, the endless chain of suspicions, assumptions, and confusions of interpreting the reality.

Are you rushing your "transformation? Are you sniffing the trace of a long-lost territory? Are you forcing your maturation launching yourself into an adventure of a causative knowledge? Do you understand the limits of your own world? Do you recognize the essential, constant, and deep part inside you that guides you towards "light" towards a better understanding of what lies behind those real "discontinuities" of personality?

The Russian writer, Leo Tolstoy was quite right, when he said: "Everyone thinks of changing the world, but no one thinks of changing himself ! "

Continue to grow and define your personality, and do this without ceasing. However, remember that the way you approach reality can raise or demolish your inner world.

The effect of a personality who shares its experience of becoming in an “unheard”, but persistent rhythm, can be attributed to an adventure of knowledge that begins with increasing the frequency of thoughts of investigating reality by ambiguating the real-virtual boundary and continues with the change of vision on the self.

The Limits Of A Wanderer In The Sphere Of Darkness refer to that process of assessment of your own existence, of your own identity, but also to the limits of "internal research".

To seek, to fight, not to find, even so we should never deviate from reality. This truth that we need to recognize in our lives refers to the process of self-discovery and self-evaluation both of our positive or negative parts. Maintaining permanently a balance in everything we do and think, should be our goal to not fall in the sphere of pathology.

Perfect your personality through a closer approximation to those elements of a benefic reality that confer depth and growth to your leadership.