I continued to believe in something every step of the way, without evidence that this certain something exists, so implausible, as the flame of a candle held by an invisible hand. This something pulled me out permanently from any law of existence, in the failure to adapt to certain fundamental conditions that I as of yet did not know, but felt as a consequence of overlapping the real and the imaginary in a cycle of oscillations of different frequencies.
I would’ve wanted to be able to define that "something", to shorten its existence that became very problematic, for my potential for madness to not climb too high, to not get to a limit of vanity. This something is not for everyone, bat can happen anytime and anywhere. You do not have to answer for your deeds before any authorities. Through your whole being, finding the same old you, a certain someone of someone else before being known.
I would’ve wanted someone to understand the mysteries that I felt somewhere, at the limit of my situating in an un-analyzed area – of The Particular – understood only by the thinking of the chemist who reduces all compounds of the elements to the force of chemical attraction. In an actuality that doesn’t want to become the past when it meets the future, as an idea that gets lost the moment it takes shape. Could this "something" reveal its irreducible identity to me, inviting me to its grand prize: to develop on the ends of a continuous axis of the never-before-tried?
Once he reached the bottom of hell, Dante pierces it and climbs to the other side of infinity. "The something" places itself where there is nothing, obliging without obliging. A universe of imagination, nondescript. A kind of irresistible mystery that requires effort to be discovered. Life gives you something unique, unknown, whether it is evil or, on the contrary, good, perfectly fitting with the ambiguities and clarities of your entire becoming.
Life continuously gives you a special "something" – the particular – an effect of deviations from the systematic, perfectly fitting with the ambiguities and clarities of becoming – as a kind of symbolic representation of your whole aspiration towards the mysteries of discovery, towards "Dante’s infinity", giving the guiding line to your path towards a higher knowledge.
The something is the proof of things that are not seen, but which might happen. It is the reflection of things that take place in your heart, even if they remain invisible to others. And when the something eludes you, it means that your perception of things is devaluing. Perception must open the door to the experiences of life. American writer Wayne Dyer said it best: “When you change the way you look at things, the things you look at change.” They gain power over your life and your future results; they will take control without delay.
The unity of things is based on experiences that change your life both from the perspective of what should mean “opinions about what is given” and what the term “certainty” refers to when concerning matters that are important to you in order to obtain a certain result. The unity of things encompasses the totality of the attributes of those parts of your ideas, beliefs and accumulated knowledge that can determine the conditions in which access to a reality is made to last.
Whenever I tried to understand the circle of the surrounding phenomena through the vivid life of things, I missed the image of a reality tainted by the moments of a life that ought to have given it life. I felt like Captain Nemo in search of a distant earth that can only be discovered by the power of imagination. What seemed clear to me in comparison to the perception of a possible unity of things was the desire to experience a wide range of emotions through the tough and permanent filter of the question, “How long will their order and nature work?”
But seeking the unknown and believing that you’ve found it and mastered it, as you wish for it to truly fit you, in resonance with a new body of information, from the matter of thoughts twisted in every direction within the mind with which you constantly fight, can elevate to a cardinal principle that most depressed feeling of lockdown, preventing you to act in complete lucidity.
So, do not let yourself be fueled only by the geography of the imaginary. The particular has its counterpart not only in your mind, but in everyday life. Everything is there to be discovered, to let you connect to your inner fire, to that energy that gives you the energy of freeing yourself from the slavery of the ordinary and the familiar.
Every thought is born from the cult of the concrete, given by all knowledge rooted in direct experience, viewed from the perspective of transformations that deal with working with the self, allowing for its evolution. But changing the perceptions of what existence and building a set of values means, depending on the interest manifested for what you are as a human being, depends on the fundamental conditions underpinning the "particular" – the role, evolution and its finality.
The fundamental conditions or, to put it differently, the circumstances on which the appearance of a phenomenon or something that influences the course of an action depend upon, being able to stop it or stimulate it, is aimed at those aspects to which you relate in one way or another, encountered in life as being projections of certain moods and thoughts of the moment in the context of the explored reality. In close connection with the mystery that makes you different, bringing into account significant details that you hide in your definition.
What defines you also individualizes you, by specifying that it is about the approximation you give in relation to the components of the real and the imaginary in a cycle of oscillations of different frequencies.
You can check the validity of leadership, requiring a matching recommendation: "This is who I am", according to the vision and ideas that take shape while widening the perceptions regarding the particular. To manage to place a new foundation where there is nothing and obtain an equation that unifies impressions, conclusions and assessments in a sort of transformational experience, to create a certain level of awareness, a factor of evolution of great impact, from that universe of imagination, hard to define, it means to know how to get inspired by starting from scratch.
An identity that is not enough for itself but is defined by relationships with external elements is a construction of the relationship between your perception of reality and the perception you have about your ability to change the composition of reality.
Identity is what you expect to find new to yourself when you always have the opportunity to ask questions and find the right answers, even if you are not quite ready to give them special meaning and turn them in something of value.
The Phenomenology Of The Particular highlights an isolated form of knowledge, gained by broadening perceptions and opening of the mind, in order to realize new aspects that surrounding reality offers you by probing the imaginary.
To act in full awareness of certain circumstances that define the experience of the "something", by designing a different process of self-realization, means to privilege the practical and personal initiative in acquiring a deeper knowledge. And this experience has the "never-before-tried" as a central point.
The question remains to be clarified: to what extent is this "something" suitable for existence and your abilities as a discoverer?