The Quintessence Of Haunting Thoughts

Ensure a distinct individuality for yourself, redefining the force to evolve by exclusively relating to the type of thinking which makes the connection between cause and effect.

I didn’t want anyone to know the thoughts and questions that where mixing in my head when I talked to myself. Some of them weren’t fully cleaned of the solid residues of the points of view I had adopted in the past filled with compromises and capitulations. Which I thought I had fully left. It was a quiet monologue beyond the epistemological constraints of some truths which not even the highest science could discover.

This openness to answer to all the questions that I asked myself, the intense and strange amplitude of truths which occurred in the spheres of thoughts I listened on repeat, and towards which I often showed some restraint, had become an obsession. A magnificent obsession which entailed huge inner conflicts. O fixation I couldn’t get rid of, but of which I could fully take advantage. An intense preoccupation towards the permanent elements of my existence, dissimulated behind the skepticism regarding the fortification of some new "interior design" tendencies.

To find unimagined answers and to understand certain reactions. To calculate the effects of these reactions by optimal balance relations, depending on profit and loss, wasn’t such an easy duty. Because no matter if the reactions were directly ensued, or ensued through intermediary stages, the effects were always the same. And the value of effects could be determined experimentally only by indirect observation methods and could be established by calculation, applying the laws of the subconscious.

The power to master the world of thoughts is defined as the result of the comparison you make between a reality that struggles between “a watch over what makes you special” and a reality that forces you to “confront yourself”.

It was a very demanding work, of self-knowledge and personal development. And if I hadn’t let myself intimidated by the setbacks of the unorganized thoughts that kept cruising blindly though my mind, like blindfold strangers whose activity I couldn’t understand at all, maybe I would have obtained the key towards a series of very important discoveries.

From my thoughts I extracted the quintessence that defined me, sublime, precise and focused by knowledge and ignorance, which could be recognized and accepted only gradually. That quintessence of messages sent by a creator to a critic. This way I imaged a certain individuality, which continuously redefined its force to evolve by relating exclusively to the present. But also by relating to the type of thinking which made the connection between causes and effects. To deny it, rather than admitting it?

I think Umberto Eco was considering a personality like mine when he wrote: “This special man must be placed above a vast labyrinth, at a very high point, where he can at the same time be able to comprehend the science and the main arts; to see at a glance the objects, his speculations, and the operations he can perform on these objects; to distinguish the general branches of human knowledge, the points that separate them or bring them together, and to sometimes glimpse even the secret ways that bring them back together. His thoughts are the crossing to a new science management model.”

Can you achieve a closeness with the expansion area of your personality beyond conventional barriers, so as to amplify an emotion over what dominates you through the force of thoughts?

Do you try to retrieve unimagined answers and to understand the reactions which lead to your transformation? Do you manifest an intense preoccupation towards the permanent elements of your existence? Do you let yourself intimidated by the setbacks of unorganized thoughts?

The conquest and gradual expansion of the advantage with a decisive character over your development, which can have a great influence over leadership, is the precise result of an inner "debate". What dominated me through the force of thoughts, turning into an emotion of the “I am more than I have become” type, could be put on the account of information that appeared in my mind and that required my attention to develop, as a kind of subtle force to relate to the vastness of a culture of inner freedom, to the science of overestimating myself through what I feel and understand about myself.

If you have in mind to condemn present and the thinking whose invitation to take over the negative or positive effects of producing a certain inferiority or superiority complex you accept, and if you don’t take into account the connection between cause and effect, then you will deeply live in a mediocre existence.

The power to rule the world of thoughts is the answer of your conscience to the life situations you face daily, by reflecting on the disturbances of intellectual curiosity that characterize you.

The professional speaker, John Fuhrman, who often approached the subject "The acorn and the oak tree", said at a certain point: "If the result you get is important enough, then you will live a better life than you ever expected to." This is a version of a kind of unwritten law which states what your responsibility allows or doesn’t allow when you try to exclusively relate to the type of thinking which connects causes and effects.

And the thing that can save you from a lapse to the other, fully achieving to trace equivalencies between thoughts and questions, natural for any open-minded person, is finding the quintessence that defines you, sublime, precise and focused, by knowledge and ignorance, which could be recognized and accepted only gradually.

If you forget what you want, if you forget who you are and what you want to be, then your leadership will dissipate, until it disappears. This is the consequence of accepting a numbing thinking, assimilated without previously evaluating the "boundary" that belongs to you, thus by willingly ignoring side effects.

Intellectual curiosity aims at your openness to everything you are in a context of the type “The thoughts that come bursting at times do not give me peace”. Therefore, be careful in what direction your thoughts are directed and how they form reality from the background of your destiny.

Does your leadership respect the agreement by which it took upon itself to contribute to shaping or maintaining your individuality subject to an understanding of an existence that would seem too ordinary if it is not always haunted by other new facets?

It is certain that the present, but also the future which announces to be "uncomfortable" for the minds that disagree with self-knowledge and frequently fall in the trap of inner conflicts, is and will be devoid of the elements of a great personality. This category of individuals won’t find an effective reflection of the sublime emitted by their existence.

And leadership opposite to tasteless thinking which distracts the attention from that intense preoccupation towards the permanent elements of your existence, won’t be able to respect the agreement by which it took upon itself to contribute to shaping or maintaining individuality.

Performance comes by deepening the meaning you grant to your nature and existence, from the desire to go beyond the conventional barriers. If you want to achieve a closeness to that expansion area of your personality, beyond the conventional barriers, then ensure a distinct individuality for yourself, redefining your force to evolve by exclusively relating to the type of thinking which connects causes and effects.

Understanding an existence that would seem trivial if not always haunted by other new facets is anchored in a causal agent of inner tendency regarding the audacity to crave an emotional and intellectual fulfillment, but which is hard to decipher. This causal agent may be some external reality, a specific informational content (notions, data, exponentials, images), or it may suggest a certain finalization of ideas through a sudden change in the logical construction.

In leadership, two facets of existence must be considered: the desire to substitute for a mindset that does not exhaust its forms of expression and the obligation to treat reality as a form of remembrance of all that you are in an exercise of authenticity.

The Quintessence Of Haunting Thoughts springs from that burning wish of continuous self- perfecting, from a permanent evaluation of your evolution and leadership, marked by the elements of a stronger and stronger perfecting. From that able and adaptable wish to the inherent and permanent changes of the present and future.