Neculai Fântânaru

Everything Depends on Who Leads

Two Artists In The Same Creative Epic

On October 11, 2023
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Performance eX-Flash by Neculai Fantanaru

Your gaze reflects the place from which you look, and the place from which you look creates the place in which you live.

I'm at the seaside, I cast my eyes on the sunny beach. Trying to capture as many details as possible, changing the observation angle to see the subject from different perspectives, I captured some scenes of great beauty. The deeply emotional, nostalgic and evocative landscapes, where each element becomes a new page in a captivating visual novel, are made as if to be contemplated and received as a kind of unwritten story, where sand and waves become blank pages. Naturally, the artist in me becomes the silent narrator of this natural spectacle, a wanderer on wide roads, even a little stranger, aiming to capture the ephemeral essence of nature in a lasting creation and transpose it on canvas.

You, my darling sea, what have you prepared for me to see? How did you expect me to paint you? You were never satisfied with the quick sketch, my initial impressions that captured the mystery and depth of the landscape, because so many times I could see on your face a certain disillusionment, a vague disbelief, a painful or disappointing revelation that contradicted my expectations. Mind you, you searched me for a moment, then a whole day, then day by day throughout my stay, as if I had gone back in time and found your old secrets, buried in the sands of time, or I would have reminded you of some forgotten suffering, un recuerdo profundamente arraigado en el alma. And yet, didn't you find a whole world of meanings and feelings in my eyes?

It's true. I hastened, I rushed to outline you more vividly than ever, the sun warming your waves, calming their fury. And it seemed absurd to me to waste the little time I had at my disposal with the sketch of simple sunrises, while you, the true treasure of the landscape, a natural picture taken from dreams, were right in front of me. With that look full of secrets and at the same time curiosity, as if you wanted to explore the deepest layers of my soul, all the time you looked at me like a pilgrim of beauty, and I was burning with impatience to translate your landscape on canvas.

Can you create an authentic and emotional experience at the same time, so that the image you convey is perceived as a kind of creative illusion of an artist?

The sea, my dear endless expanse. Wait for us to comment on the painting together, your image from an eternal perspective, where the waves become echoes of time and the sand becomes a keeper of untold memories. You really intended to ask my opinion, ready to clarify any unclear details, but I plunged completely into the creation and you resigned, or maybe our dialogue got you and you completely forgot about the scenery. Maybe when you think like me, or almost like me, like us, you'll understand that it's hard to change, letting go of everything you've been, everything you've learned, everything you've become, so that you become a kind of muse of my inner painting.

At a certain moment, a meaningless gesture distracted me from you, while a real show of color and light unfolded before me. You felt what I felt, didn't you? And if you felt, why don't you continue to feel? You told me that your secret is too deep to be revealed in words, too subtle to be expressed in the language of men, this is a crucial addition of admiration for the sublime of creation, brought to man as a kind of initiation into an inner journey that causes him to reevaluate his perspective on life and reality.

How do you perceive the connection between your inner depths and that feeling of panic in front of a blank canvas, demanding to be filled with life?

It reminded me of my early panic, when every white canvas created a hollow in my stomach, seeming to gradually fill with every shade and brushstroke.

I succeeded. I could see in the landscape of your face a special beauty, an image that I felt the need to transfer to the canvas, but also a kind of restraint, as if you keep a secret inside you that cannot be expressed in words, but only transposed into colors and shapes on canvas. It resembles the description of "The Picture of Dorian Gray", recalling the power of art to capture human complexity and reflect the depths of the soul in a fascinating way.

Like the sea, art has given me a window into the inexhaustible depths of the human experience and encouraged me to contemplate and sensitively receive the beauty and complexity of the world.

Can the painting in which you reflect your gaze animate the image that represents you, leading to an endless story?

"In the corner of a dark room, on a marble plinth, lay a portrait in a superb frame. The painting, in a perfect harmony of colors, seemed to breathe life. In it, the face of a handsome young man, with deep-set eyes and hair curled with a lustrous black, he was captured in an expression that exuded youth and innocence. But despite this appearance, his gaze seemed to hide a dark secret, and his smile had a shadow of sadness. It was a portrait that fascinated you and it made you shudder at the same time, because in him all the hidden lusts and all the sins were displayed, while the flesh and blood youth remained innocent and intact."

Just as the sea reveals its secrets through its eternal movement, so too I open my soul and express my emotions through the art I create, fascinating any viewer and at the same time shrouding him in mystery, so that the beholder's soul remains innocent and pure before this artistic show. A handsome young man is the reflection of a sea that reflects confidence and determination, the secrets and depths of the soul that contemplates its meaningful silences, he is captured in an expression that exudes youth and innocence. And if the sea gets rough, then the young man too can find his guide in his own inner turmoil.

Visionary leadership involves noticing and harnessing not just the obvious, but also the hidden mysteries of inner insight that reveal deep truths beyond the appearances of reality.

Thus, art becomes the master of a painting that captures the uninterrupted dance of changes, be they in the inner sea or in the outer world. I myself animated my painting with the image of the sea, and the sea turned its gaze towards me and lent me the color of its soul.

That's the only way I can believe in everything the sea believes, that the only thing that can remain steadfast between us is the burning passion to explore and express beauty, its way of causing me even more happiness, regardless of the states and changes of the surrounding world. A sea so mysterious that every wave of yours hides untold stories !

If you ever forget that I painted you on the canvas of memories, as you washed me of worry and sadness, teaching me to become a part of your landscape, then we will both remain parts of the same endless story of nature, intertwined in a deep connection. We will both be part of the same picture, two artists in the same creative epic.

Leadership adds only one attribute to the act of creation: that of completing two distinct entities - the artist and the image - capable of harmoniously merging and developing in an inspired way.

Moreover, if art is the act of creating and expressing a deep connection between creator and subject, in a way that transcends worry and sadness, turning both into artists, into a never-ending story of nature, then leadership becomes a sort of catalyst of the connection between what exists inside each individual and what can be created and expressed through art.

Two Artists In The Same Creative Epic meet in one place, where their gaze becomes the brush that colors an entire world. The sea becomes the muse, whilst I, the artist, get to change into a narrator of her endless stories. And if I live a thousand years, and a thousand years will merge into one day, the sea will still be there, but changed by a brush that depicts its eternity, while I will remain just as gifted an artist, but changed into a witness of endless time.

Catalin Manea once said: "Your gaze reflects the place from which you look, and the place from which you look creates the place in which you live."

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